Higher Power

I have spent almost 20 years contemplating a higher power

And 20 years of research on...
anything....

should yield some conclusions

right?

but none


kinda sad, ain't it?

now I begin to realize
I can
imagine a higher power,

If in twenty years I have not figured out something
means,
maybe I am not so good at it
and that a higher power
is not hard to imagine

~Joshua