Life is no so complicated at is seems

there are only two things in the world

those things of compassion, speaking to the heart of God
and those things which detract from the human existence, namely selfishness

those are the only two things that exist
and everything can be categorized by them

there is no middle ground
there is no both

not to say this is easy to understand
no
no it is not

anything you thought other than this
is an illusion
a self created illusion

everything you thought you did for another purpose
was only judged in this manner

so analyze what you do in these two categories

1) those things of compassion, speaking to the heart of God
2) and those things which detract from the human existence, namely selfishness